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so tired and hot and my head hurts i dont want to go tomorrow i hate this

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 03:01:19 -0400

so tired and hot and my head hurts i dont want to go tomorrow i hate this

survivalofthefabulous replied to your post: i could honestly not care less about being...

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 02:26:39 -0400

survivalofthefabulous replied to your post: i could honestly not care less about being “brave”…

do you have to go to the ceremony to get your diploma?

no but all of my family is coming so i sort of have to and also my therapist rly wants me 2 do it

deeptalkswithmonica replied to your post: i could honestly not care less ab…

yeah wtf does bravery have to do with it why the fuck would you do something where the literal only outcome is making you feel terrible, that’s not brave that’s pointless. you aren’t cowardly by wanting to avoid that, that’s just self preservation

idk my therapist is like “would this be something you would have wanted to do if you didnt have anxiety” and like YEAH it would but i do have anxiety??? doing it isnt going to make the anxiety go away? and it isnt going to make it any less hard? i mean id love to live a life free from anxiety but i dont yet. and this just seems like such an extreme thing to jump into a month after a hospitalization idk. i dont wanna lol but she said at least try the first day of practice and see if im ok but i dont think i will be bc i ran out of meds and my psychatrist isnt calling me back about refilling them??? so im not doing so well

i could honestly not care less about being “brave” fuck being brave i want to stay safe...

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 02:19:47 -0400

i could honestly not care less about being “brave” fuck being brave i want to stay safe and do what is best for me and makes me feel the best and isnt going to drive me into another nervous breakdown FUCK being brave fuck it

if being brave means going so far out of your comfort zone that you stay up all night crying and having panic attacks about it then i dont want to have any part in it

im tired and sad and scared i dont know what to do i dont think tomorrow is going to be okay and...

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 02:13:24 -0400

im tired and sad and scared i dont know what to do i dont think tomorrow is going to be okay and everyones like “just try and be brave” but i dont want to i dont want to try i just want to sit home and sleep and bake cookies and be happy i dont want to go to school

worst night since ive been released from the hospital im out of meds and ive called my psychiatrist...

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 01:36:11 -0400

worst night since ive been released from the hospital

im out of meds and ive called my psychiatrist twice but no calls back lmao

im so scared of tomorrow and i cant sleep w/o my meds and im sad and i cried a lot idk how to deal i just want my meds

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 23:15:45 -0400

i go back 2 school tomorrow for graduation practice and i havent been in 3 months and i REALLY dont...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 23:11:20 -0400

i go back 2 school tomorrow for graduation practice and i havent been in 3 months and i REALLY dont want to but im gonna

goblinparty: I’m constantly torn between the ‘be kind to everyone’ and the ‘fuck everyone you owe...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 13:35:23 -0400

goblinparty:

I’m constantly torn between the ‘be kind to everyone’ and the ‘fuck everyone you owe them nothing’ mentalities

trying to quit smoking which is really easy bc I can’t drive and have no money but rly hard bc...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 13:34:00 -0400

trying to quit smoking which is really easy bc I can’t drive and have no money but rly hard bc I want a cigarette :(

RANDOM CONDOM INFORMATION FOR YOU

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:06:38 -0400

neoliberalismkills:

Erm, seems appropriate since it’s father’s day, so

Trojan actually has a higher level of failing the stress tests with condoms than Durex, so use Durex

if you’re allergic to latex, Skyn is a REALLY GOOD BRAND and one of the only non-latex condom brands commonly sold that have extra large condoms

And if you need really thin condoms that are effective, Kimono is a really good brand

that is all, carry on

just used organix tea tree mint shampoo it smells so good im going to cry

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 22:46:57 -0400

just used organix tea tree mint shampoo it smells so good im going to cry

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Sun, 16 Jun 2013 20:44:25 -0400

shaming anybody for literally anything related to education: unnecessary

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 16:17:26 -0400

shaming anybody for literally anything related to education: unnecessary

queen bee: are u sad don't be sad: a happy things masterpost

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 14:16:57 -0400

queen bee: are u sad don't be sad: a happy things masterpost:

cerseily:

i haven’t been feeling great motivation- and self esteem-wise these past few days and so i decided to compile a list of things that make me feel better and then i thought maybe some of you could use it too so here even tho you’ve probably heard of most of this

this mix bc…

bitrude: shoutout out to all my buddies who have shitty dads or no dads at all this father’s day,...

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 14:12:38 -0400

bitrude:

shoutout out to all my buddies who have shitty dads or no dads at all this father’s day, you turned out just great regardless, you can’t choose your family and you don’t deserve any negativity from them,and you don’t deserve backlash or guilt-tripping for cutting them out of your life if that’s what you need/ed to do and i love you all

KIM HAD HER BABY IM LITERALLY GOING TO CRY

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 20:28:42 -0400

KIM

HAD

HER BABY

IM LITERALLY GOING TO CRY

sad-queer: non-ableist alternatives for insulting people or things! please do not say...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 14:08:20 -0400

sad-queer:

non-ableist alternatives for insulting people or things!

please do not say “lame”

cruddy

annoying

disappointing

lousy

no good

crummy

rubbish

junky

rotten

cheesy

corny

tacky

please do not say “dumb” or “stupid”

illogical

foolish

silly

nonsensical

obtuse

sophomoric

ignorant

incomprehensible

irrational

senseless

vapid

please do not say “crazy,” “psycho,” or “insane”

ridiculous

unfathomable

erratic

illogical

unbelievable

unreasonable

absurd

wacky

eccentric

out of control

unpredictable

wild

preposterous

ludicrous

outlandish

feel free to add on or correct anything (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

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Sat, 15 Jun 2013 14:07:39 -0400

fromonesurvivortoanother: lots of love for everyone who hates Father’s Day because their dad is a...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 14:06:42 -0400

fromonesurvivortoanother:

lots of love for everyone who hates Father’s Day because their dad is a deadbeat, is an abuser, or is deceased

also for everyone who has Mother’s Day (Part 2) instead

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Fri, 14 Jun 2013 14:29:28 -0400