so tired and hot and my head hurts i dont want to go tomorrow i hate this
June 2013
survivalofthefabulous replied to your post: i could honestly not care less about being “brave”…
do you have to go to the ceremony to get your diploma?
no but all of my family is coming so i sort of have to and also my therapist rly wants me 2 do it
deeptalkswithmonica replied to your post: i could honestly not care less ab…
yeah wtf does bravery have to do with it why the fuck would you do something where the literal only outcome is making you feel terrible, that’s not brave that’s pointless. you aren’t cowardly by wanting to avoid that, that’s just self preservation
idk my therapist is like “would this be something you would have wanted to do if you didnt have anxiety” and like YEAH it would but i do have anxiety??? doing it isnt going to make the anxiety go away? and it isnt going to make it any less hard? i mean id love to live a life free from anxiety but i dont yet. and this just seems like such an extreme thing to jump into a month after a hospitalization idk. i dont wanna lol but she said at least try the first day of practice and see if im ok but i dont think i will be bc i ran out of meds and my psychatrist isnt calling me back about refilling them??? so im not doing so well
i could honestly not care less about being “brave” fuck being brave i want to stay safe and do what is best for me and makes me feel the best and isnt going to drive me into another nervous breakdown FUCK being brave fuck it
if being brave means going so far out of your comfort zone that you stay up all night crying and having panic attacks about it then i dont want to have any part in it
im tired and sad and scared i dont know what to do i dont think tomorrow is going to be okay and everyones like “just try and be brave” but i dont want to i dont want to try i just want to sit home and sleep and bake cookies and be happy i dont want to go to school
worst night since ive been released from the hospital
im out of meds and ive called my psychiatrist twice but no calls back lmao
im so scared of tomorrow and i cant sleep w/o my meds and im sad and i cried a lot idk how to deal i just want my meds
i go back 2 school tomorrow for graduation practice and i havent been in 3 months and i REALLY dont want to but im gonna
I’m constantly torn between the ‘be kind to everyone’ and the ‘fuck everyone you owe them nothing’ mentalities
trying to quit smoking which is really easy bc I can’t drive and have no money but rly hard bc I want a cigarette :(
RANDOM CONDOM INFORMATION FOR YOU
Erm, seems appropriate since it’s father’s day, so
Trojan actually has a higher level of failing the stress tests with condoms than Durex, so use Durex
if you’re allergic to latex, Skyn is a REALLY GOOD BRAND and one of the only non-latex condom brands commonly sold that have extra large condoms
And if you need really thin condoms that are effective, Kimono is a really good brand
that is all, carry on
just used organix tea tree mint shampoo it smells so good im going to cry
shaming anybody for literally anything related to education: unnecessary
shoutout out to all my buddies who have shitty dads or no dads at all this father’s day, you turned out just great regardless, you can’t choose your family and you don’t deserve any negativity from them,and you don’t deserve backlash or guilt-tripping for cutting them out of your life if that’s what you need/ed to do and i love you all
KIM
HAD
HER BABY
IM LITERALLY GOING TO CRY
non-ableist alternatives for insulting people or things!
please do not say “lame”
- cruddy
- annoying
- disappointing
- lousy
- no good
- crummy
- rubbish
- junky
- rotten
- cheesy
- corny
- tacky
please do not say “dumb” or “stupid”
- illogical
- foolish
- silly
- nonsensical
- obtuse
- sophomoric
- ignorant
- incomprehensible
- irrational
- senseless
- vapid
please do not say “crazy,” “psycho,” or “insane”
- ridiculous
- unfathomable
- erratic
- illogical
- unbelievable
- unreasonable
- absurd
- wacky
- eccentric
- out of control
- unpredictable
- wild
- preposterous
- ludicrous
- outlandish
feel free to add on or correct anything (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
lots of love for everyone who hates Father’s Day because their dad is a deadbeat, is an abuser, or is deceased
also for everyone who has Mother’s Day (Part 2) instead
